Friday, July 14, 2006:

Trauma can be so corrupting that the effects continue on and on and on through no fault of the victim other than a combination of a lack of knowledge (the truth) and lack of emotional support (which is part of the truth, the righteous path).

Sensibilities can be so shocked that functioning that would otherwise be easy is a nightmare. The victim, being emotionally unprepared, feels unprotected and unloved. He or she discovers that the perpetrator(s) (human being or what have you) is false, faithless and treacherous, selfish, cannot be trusted not to do harm. The victim reaches for control. That control takes the form of shrinking within, lashing out at the perpetrator or other (guilty or innocent), becoming impervious (desensitized, including merciless, without lovingkindness), and also victimizing the self.

The persons nerves reflect the cause. Life is ruined to a degree or completely.

The cure is the removal of the threat while growing and magnifying within, reaching out, becoming increasingly compassionate and sympathetic, and also speaking and doing truth.

How does one face this? The nerves are shot. People have stimulated the symptoms.

The perpetrator is a victim always. The perpetrator must be forgiven within the same context that Jesus forgave his murders for their ignorance.

The victim must also be forgiven. Nervous people make others feel uncomfortable. Their sympathetic feelings are often misunderstood and handled incorrectly by others who are exposed to them, the severely traumatized. Victims must be excused from the imputations of guilt. This is a very important aspect in healing. Help them to overcome rather than shunning or ridiculing them.

This is a huge issue. The question is whether or not the truly innocent ever fall prey. Well, Jesus said only God the Father in heaven is good, meaning absolutely perfect or completely innocent. God hasn't and doesn't and won't fall prey. The question becomes one of whether or not the punishment fits the less than perfect spirit, the corruptible spirit.

There were present at that season some that told him of the Galilaeans, whose blood Pilate had mingled with their sacrifices. And Jesus answering said unto them, Suppose ye that these Galilaeans were sinners above all the Galilaeans, because they suffered such things? I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish. Or those eighteen, upon whom the tower in Siloam fell, and slew them, think ye that they were sinners above all men that dwelt in Jerusalem? I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish. (Luke 13:1-5).

The Galileans and those upon whom the tower in Siloam fell were sinners, less than perfect, but they weren't the worst in Galilee or Jerusalem at the time. Did they get what they deserved and should not be pardoned as victims or did evil prey upon them so that what befell them did not fit their relative sinning? Doesn't evil make innocent children pay for the crimes of their fathers?

Jesus was victimized. He perished. Did he deserve it?

We must comfort the brokenhearted, the victims, including the perpetrators until healing is universal. You need it. I need it. You need to give it. I need to give it. Together we magnify God. That's the way God is.

Thursday, August 17, 2006:

The nightmares, flashbacks, and hair-trigger irritability that characterize post-traumatic reactions usually fade with time, the study found, but in 9.1 percent of the veterans — roughly a quarter million — the symptoms became chronic and disabling.

15 percent of Americans deployed to Vietnam served in combat roles.[10]

Look at that. Nearly two out of three who served in combat suffered chronic PTSD. That's huge. That's terrible. War is hell. Militarism is a disease. The armies, the military-industrial complex, these are inherent evils.

Consider the size and overreaching. The American Empire has around seven hundred forty official military bases in some one hundred thirty of the some one hundred ninety nation-states of the world. There are many, many bases that are kept secret and that are hybrids with the CIA and shadow organizations. The lines become very blurred, but the entities are all still serving the dark lord, the spirit of evil domination and spiritual death.

The Pentagon's personality disorder trick

As for PTSD in the military, the Pentagon is removing more people from the military as having personality disorders rather than suffering from stress (PTSD). Well, anyone who joins the military certainly has a personality disorder, but that's not the point. The reason the Pentagon is booting people out using personality disorder as the reason is because then it doesn't have to give medical benefits or treatment, because it is a pre-existing condition. Not only that, but they are asking for signing bonuses back prorated for the early discharge, even the honorable discharges that are being granted.[11]

With all the horror stories out there about the Pentagon, why are people still signing up? They are still signing up, because their prospects, they imagine, are lousy otherwise. They take the gamble.

Tom Usher

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Employment: 2008 - present, website developer and writer. 2015 - present, insurance broker. Education: Arizona State University, Bachelor of Science in Political Science. City University of Seattle, graduate studies in Public Administration. Volunteerism: 2007 - present, president of the Real Liberal Christian Church and Christian Commons Project.


  1. Ken Larson says:

    I am a 2 tour Vietnam Veteran who recently retired after 36 years of working in the Defense Industrial Complex on many of the weapons systems being used by our forces as we speak. I believed another Vietnam could be avoided with defined missions and the best armaments in the world.

    It made no difference.

    We have bought into the Military Industrial Complex (MIC). If you would like to read how this happens please see:

    Through a combination of public apathy and threats by the MIC we have let the SYSTEM get too large. It is now a SYSTEMIC problem and the SYSTEM is out of control. Government and industry are merging and that is very dangerous.

    There is no conspiracy. The SYSTEM has gotten so big that those who make it up and run it day to day in industry and government simply are perpetuating their existance.

    The politicians rely on them for details and recommendations because they cannot possibly grasp the nuances of the environment and the BIG SYSTEM.

    So, the system has to go bust and then be re-scaled, fixed and re-designed to run efficiently and prudently, just like any other big machine that runs poorly or becomes obsolete or dangerous.

    This situation will right itself through trauma. I see a government ENRON on the horizon, with an associated house cleaning.

    The next president will come and go along with his appointees and politicos. The event to watch is the collapse of the MIC.

    For more details see:

  2. Tom Usher Tom Usher says:

    @Ken Larson -

    To get out of the current mess, we need to stop spending on the military.

    The Wall Street bailout was pure evil, but so it the Pentagon budget.

    The whole system is wrong and is falling.


    Tom Usher

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